- my thoughts (via trapped-in-my-ownhead)
- Unknown (via fuckinq)
Im so fucking down.
I just want to be numb,
Emotions are just to painful.
i suffer from mental disorders.
did you really just say
‘you use them as an excuse’
No i dont.
do you really think i want to be constantly paranoid, constantly over thinking, scared to death over the uncontrollable thoughts that have became my ‘logic’ and ‘reality’
People say always trust yourself, and your feelings/instincts..
Mine are fucked.
i don’t know whats right or wrong anymore, Whats real or fake.
My thoughts destroy me.
I’m going completely insane,
and i cant save myself,
I cant stop, I trust no one, not even myself,
but i believe the thoughts i have are right..
when i know deep down they aren’t, But i CANT stop.